early 5..

wake up in the mornin' but feels a lil' bit stress eh?
why T.T
haha

my friend, mr. sharifuddin, already told to push up
everything is getting so near T.T
need a delete button right now

now i produce an untitled

playlist: 16 november 2011

random on aphex twin

few paramore

"that's what you get"

That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa
That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa
I drowned out all my sense with the sound of its beating
And that's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa



literature, i mean poem
or poet
or poetic
or whatever names you want to call it

is basically talking about, playing about,
a few concept, that conceptually like A to B and B to C
and that is the most simplest form of it
there are some that don't have 'real skeleton'

they are all thin, tiny foam, subtle, cloudy, hazy,
feeling
but still got concept in it
but sometime a poet maybe don't know
what is the super-actual-detail shape or concept or regulation of his/her own feeling
so he write something that fuzzy and blurred,
but his/her probabily will describe it the best,
the same way that he/she see it
as he/she is a poet, or a good poet.

[diary]: [12 november '11 saturday grandcontinental htl, georgetown]

actually for tonight
i want to practise my memory ability/power
by trying to memorise few songs lyric
mostly from 'high violet'

but i think i'm too hungry to do that
#sleep


life feels greater than before as
i think i got nothing to worry for

playlist: 18 august 2011

1st
arctic monkeys, she's thunderstorm
arctic monkeys, black treacle
arctic monkeys, brick by brick
arctic monkeys, the hellcat sprangled shalalala*
arctic monkeys, don't sit down 'cause i've moved your chair
arctic monkeys, library pictures

2nd
arctic monkeys, piledriver waltz
arctic monkeys, love is laserquest*
arctic monkeys, suck it and see*
arctic monkeys, that's where you're wrong

3rd
radiohead, little by little (caribou rmx)
radiohead, bloom (harmonic 313 rmx)
radiohead, lotus flower (jacqueus greene rmx)*
radiohead, feral (lone rmx)
radiohead, seperator (four tet rmx)*



memorandum_friday - muar trip
saturday - alumni             

playlist: 17 august 2011

sami yusuf, healing

Healing, a simple act of kindness brings such meaning
الشفاء … قد يتجسّد في عمل بسيط لطيف
A Smile can change a life let’s start believing
بسمة قد تغير حياة الإنسان
And feeling, let’s start healing
فلنبدأ بعمل يكون فيه شفاء
عين ترعى عينا، وعين الله ترعى
قلب بين يدي قلب و بيد الله كل قلب
عين ترعى عينا، وعين الله ترعى
كلمة طيبة صدقة
تبسمك لأخيك صدقه
كل معروف صدقة
اللهم اشف شفاءً لا يغادر سقماً

gloss/diary
tonight
i can't sleep
too many mosquitoes -.-


U2, with or without you
U2, where the streets has no name

sigur ros, viorar vel til loftrasa

Ég læt mig líða áfram
Í gegnum hausinn, hálfa leið
Afturábak
Sé sjálfan mig syngja sálm
Fagnaðarerindið
Við sömdum saman – tjú

Við áttum okkur draum, áttum allt...
Við riðum heimsendi
Við riðum leitandi
Klifruðum skýjakljúfa
Sem siðar sprungu upp
Friðurinn úti
Ég lek jafnvægi
Dett niður
Ég læt mig líða áfram
og einhvern veginn
Ég kem alltaf niður aftur á sama stað
Alger þögn
Engin orð
Það besta sem Guð hefur skapað
Er nýr dagur

four tet, she just likes to fight
death cab for cutie, talking bird
semisonic, dnd
semisonic, feeling strangely fine [album]

playlist: 16 august 2011 + [diary]

nirvana, heart-shaped box

radiohead, no surprises (live acoustic)

jonny greenwood, norwegian wood ost [album]

gloss/diary
yesterday and today
were spend
mostly
on
unrealistic
dream
and
catching
self-signals

my bestfriends (dormate)
plan a reunion once again,
and i think this time i'm also
once again
not able to make it
really really sorry :/ :/

just now i don't know how to apologize
oh parents
oh

the time has come
for me
to borrow
another person's optimistism
these 2,3 days seem
lacking
it essence
i have problem
on how to reinvented it by myself

can, mary mary so contrary (song)

oh, really hope that
my father had buy new beads
it must be today
if not
i'm in big trouble
take a look at these last 2,3 days
only god knows
then

many songs in this ost have japanese titled
もう少し自分のこと、きちんとしたいの

playlist: 14 august 2011, sunday night

thom yorke, black swan

thom yorke, skip divided

thom yorke, and it rained all night

thom yorke, harrowdown hill*

thom yorke, cymbal rush*

gloss
good evening!
the last two tracks were amazing
especially 'cymbal rush'

wahaha,
what a great night and day
...
the last poem is all about humbleness
to have humbleness at my own dearly home
so i can apply it elsewhere

clue to understand this poem:

"the bloodline is bloody silly"

"my skin colour is error, friend
my brain is small emperor, friend"

"do i'll sleep alone on the street?
of my mind?"

"what God want in me
anything He want..."

directly written..
yeah, being humble is damn extremely important
it avoiding you from
anything unnecessary
'cause now you know where's your place
where you should
be..

poem: lone (home)

i'm not anyone
i'm no one
i'm not leftover
i'm no one


i'm small missile of bread
at mouth of rabbit
walking along pavement
rabbit accidentally dropped me
and now i'm leftover

cocroaches doesn't love me
he stares me with hate
ant isn't sorry
he isn't please

two ants carried me
on their cute tiny mouth
it's awesome lovely fact that
i got no home

where do i want to go
no one know me
for my own goodness
the bloodline is bloody silly

o ant, thanks for you tiny mouth
atleast you not feels disgusting to touch me
my skin colour is error, friend
my brain is small emperor, friend

do you know where my home
do i know what's in my head
do i got any bed?
do i'll sleep alone on the street?
of my mind?

bring me home ant
trust me, i'm not soup
what God want in me
anything He want...





p/s:
at any situation
i have the blamed
i know sooner He'll send
some
motivator..

snow patrol, run

playlist: 12 august 2011

radiohead, morning bell

Where'd you park the car?
Where'd you park the car?
Clothes are all over the furniture
Now I might as well
I might as well
Sleepy jack the fire drill
Run around around around around around....

Cut the kids in half
Cut the kids in half
Cut the kids in half

radiohead, motion picture soundtrack

I will see you in the next life

radiohead, fake plastic trees

radiohead, vegetable

all the time
oh

Everytime you're running out on me
Everytime you're running I can see

I'm not a vegetable
I will not control myself
I spit on the hand that feeds me
I will not control myself

radiohead, lurgee

I feel better, I feel better now you've gone
I feel better, I feel strong

I got better, I got better now there's nothing wrong
I got better, I got better, I got strong

Tell me something, tell me something I don't know
Tell me one thing, tell me one thing and let it go

I got something, I got something heaven knows
I got something, I got something I don't know

gloss/diary
mystic.
today i received big bright light
(very very hard to explain using word)
it amazing, keep it inside
inner side

it something that you can see in good people's eyes
it's not something that you can see in ordinary people's eyes
some great people i know have it
my father have it
i think so..maybe

there was one time,
when i was walking along the market
at the malaysia-thailand boundary
i saw an old man
who have those great heavenly mythical eyes
it something from the soul
i saw the connection

i just nodded my head
and gave a bit of smile
as a sign of respect
and the old man replied
the same smile